What is it about anger, rage, fury?
You never even thought you were
capable of it, and yet . . .
All your life you've known who
you are. You absolutely know
yourself. There are no secrets
whatsoever.
And then, you are angrily attacked,
out of the blue, for something you
know nothing about. Your mouth
falls open in surprise. Your face
turns red and ever so slowly, your
blood begins to boil. You explode.
You don't even recognize the person
you have just become.
How does it happen? Unspeakable!
In a moment of clarity, you finally
get a clue how violence happens.
And yet, you have never credited
yourself for being capable of such
a reaction.
I doubt very much that life lays
awake at night, dreaming up ways
to teach us these lessons. Still,
things happen and we might as
well learn something!
So, where does one go from there?
Does one demand apologies, exact
revenge? Seek forgiveness from self?
From the accuser? Can one's own
capability of rage be accepted?
Understanding helps. Taking time
is essential. Healing awaits and
lessons are indeed to be learned.
Most likely, I'll be learning right
up until the moment life ends for
me. Most remarkable!!!
my heart hurts just now
wheres daddy when i need him
want to be consoled
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