anticipation
1a) a prior action that takes into account or
forestalls a later action
1b) the action of looking forward, pleasurable
expectation
2a) visualization of a future event or state
2b) an object or form that anticipates a later type
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I sooooo need another word! Anticipation is
clearly NOT working! She left for surgery this
morning at 5:30. I worry as any mother would,
but I have that supreme ability to take any
given word to the SUPERLATIVE level!!!
I want her finished! I long for her to be OUT!!
I need for her to be HEALED!!!
I am sooooo DONE!!! . . . and it's not even
about me! Get her the hell out of that hospital
already! Okay, back up, start over, be civil
and maybe even a tad reasonable!
Hell, I'm even praying here! You sooooo don't
even want to know the words I'm using . . .
have you ever heard of blackmailing God?!
Didn't think so!!!
It's alright. God forgives everything! (I hope!)
dear god in heaven
hallowed thy many names
protect my daughter
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