May 19, 2022

05/19/2022

Pondering all those little puzzle
pieces that create the whole of
our lives . . .

Those small town places we lived
as children, our first little friends,
birthday parties, small schools, 
those kid jobs of mowing lawns,
babysitting, house cleaning . . .

Going away to school, learning 
all about independence, the fun
and painful introduction to love . . .

Graduations, real jobs, settling
down, first marriage, first home,
first child. Raises, moving up in
the company, maybe even getting
fired . . .

Bigger home, second kid, maybe
an affair - not necessarily sexual, 
first divorce, end of a dream . . .

New marriage, new home, step
children, two jobs to pay for kids'
college . . .

And when you least expect it,
retirement, sore knees and hips,
thoughts of death and all the fears
that go with . . .

Writing the will, selling up, that
move into smaller, considering 
assisted living, the death of a
spouse . . .

Where did it all go? When did it
all happen? In a blink of an eye
it's all over. What the hell?

No wonder we're all a bit scared
of growing older . . .

Shaking in my boots, pray give 
me courage . . .

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