Dec 31, 2018

12/31/18 - New Year's Eve

Wow! Last day of this year, as it were! I find
I am 'twixt and 'tween that mixed bag of
feelings of where to go from here, knowing
full well, 'tis naught I can do to stop Father
Time. I suppose it's natural to turn back for
a look-see, a la Lot's Wife, for a last glimpse
of been there, done that! Of course, there are
a plethora of things I could, and would change,
given the opportunity. I imagine that is the
human way. But, at the risk of over indulging
in truisms, it is what it is, and not even the
gods can step in and alter the course we each
have chosen. Me thinks perhaps 'tis the reason
New Year's Resolutions were invented. I've
gotten a kick out of different postings in the
last twenty four, saying something along the
lines, "All's good, all's well, expect no changes,
I am who I am." I rather admire the concept
and would like to embrace it, as long as I can
simultaneously seek growth. Sounds like a
balancing act to me; only hope I can stay the
distance.

so long for perfect
twixt self acceptance and change
must be courageous

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