Awaking from night terrors, shaking
so hard I'm afraid to go down the stairs.
What the hell?! Haven't I paid enough
for my sins already?! God in heaven,
such horror; where do I go from here?
Interesting, all the different stages one
goes through in life. I have my mom
to thank for the concept. I heard her
say again and again, 'It's only a stage;
it's only a stage.' She may have begun
saying her adage in jest, but I think it
actually comforted her. Me thinks I
need to adopt it.
Not to worry, I've lived through worse,
but I am curious as to where these
episodes, (affectations?!) come from.
No, I haven't been drinking. No drugs,
no strange foods, plenty of sleep . . .
Maybe, it's a subconscious fear of
dying. Who the hell knows . . .
live exist dream die
pray tell what is the meaning
paying for my sins
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