Dec 12, 2020

12/12/2020

Alas, a dose of reality . . .

We're all thinking that 2021 will magically
erase and replace this most difficult year
of 2020. In reality, no such thing is going
to happen. We'll go to bed on New Year's
Eve, perhaps even wake up a tad hung over.
Having said that, New Year's Day is simply
'the next day'!

If indeed any changes are to occur, they
need to come from us, from within, from
a desire for different outcomes. Change 
our outlooks, our actions, our patterns. I'm
making an effort trying to think out what
I want to keep and what I wish to discard.

Me thinks I'll keep my love, sometimes hate,
relationship with life. Same goes for the 
amazing joy I find in my children and besties.
Still want to have some fun with the delicious
side of retirement. (Pray forgive me, trying
to have a positive attitude here!) And please,
please God, let me stay healthy a tad longer!

Now comes bin time . . . so ready to let go
of a few more pounds. Need to lose that ole
negative attitude that sometimes creeps in.
Be a good idea if I could learn to live within
my means . . . may not be bloody likely
though! I suppose I'd be more than happy
to take my leave of those pesky secret sins.

Bottom line, the thing I would like most
would be to accept myself as I am . . .
as well as be a good sport about anything
2021 can bring.

so many questions
still learning all those lessons
much needs me some peace

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