Sep 3, 2020

09/03/2020

"I'm just a lover of words who is beautifully
broken and so grateful to be sill among so
many strong and brave warriors who have
faced demons and survived unspeakable
hells that others dare not speak of . . .
~Coleen C Kimbro

There are those who simply accept themselves
as they are; indeed, they may be the happiest
people on the planet. Then, there are some
who really don't care much, one way or another;
they just get on with 'it' without much thought.
And finally, there are a few who question all,
accept some things, strive to grow . . . L I F E
being a very serious proposition for them.

God only knows whether this has something
to do with reincarnation, personal growth or
that fetish some are born with. Alas, I am of
the latter persuasion. "Will my actions affect
that greater scheme of life? Is this selfish or
nourishing? Can this turn of events facilitate
someone else's life? What is my duty to my
family, my friends, acquaintances, or the
world that surrounds me?

Where, or where, can I get answers? Who
can help me with my queries? When will
ultimate wisdom finally set in? Will I ever
be who I'm supposed to be when I grow up?"

Alas, I'm at that time in my life where I
question everything and live on the verge
of despair because I am afraid I'll never
reach those personal goals. God help me!

praying for wisdom
searching every avenue
seeking truth at cost

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