06/30/17

facing my issues
tis said wine is dutch courage
immigrating now

06/29/17

saint and or sinner
shes a lot to answer for
blame it all on eve

06/28/17

fear as enemy
fear will be the death of me
how to overcome

06/27/17

learning to let go
more treasures to be gifted
so very painful

06/26/17

not understanding
from whence comes all this anger
where's the love and light

06/25/17

a new day dawning
promises made to be kept
god grant me courage

06/24/17

longing for my friend
learning to live without her
wishing her the best

06/23/17

emoting sorrow
begging rest for the weary
longing for laughter

06/22/17

when not running scared
longing for life without fear
grow up grow a pair

06/21/17

its litha mister sun
pray listen for I am lost
do you hear my pleas

06/20/17

well-being be damned
lost in fear of the unknown
tis the depths of hell

06/19/17

identifying
all these horrific feelings
id rather be dead

06/18/17

lessons to be learned
cost and price of sanity
let life be cheaper

06/17/17

bowing before you
oh lord grant me your presence
don't think me happy

06/16/17

sharing my treasures
antiques art baubles and plants
my reality

06/15/17

angst of the living
paying the price of our fears
fear as the master

06/14/17

fear seeking a home
my heart as welcome center
must not reside here

06/13/17

join the creation
chartreuse as vindication
hearts entwined ever

06/12/17

try to remember
walking down memory lane
trying to forget

06/11/17

thinking and thinking
who to be when i grow up
recognizing me

06/10/17

must be life and death
somewhere 'mongst all this nonsense
the things that matter

06/09/17

beauty surrounds me
why do I fail to notice
living in the dark

06/08/17

great expectations
now lying in battle fields
will we rise again

06/07/17

counting my blessings
my selfish longings at worst
satisfied at best

06/06/17

lessons i have learned
fear is an ongoing thing
god give me courage

06/05/17

am drowning in fear
anticipation trembles
an experience

06/04/17

that inner struggle
the war between heart and mind
scoring the losses

06/03/17

in my own war talks
phantasy reality
where do i stand now

06/02/17

travels of the mind
going places never been
phantasies most rare

06/01/17

june brides and bridegrooms
marching down happiness aisle
misery awaits