12/31/16 - New Year's Eve

bad sinful wicked
no rest for the wicked none
should i be a saint

12/30/16

H E L P drowning dying
in the land of overwhelmed
shallow waters PLEASE

12/29/16

that is the question
not to be or not to be
im six feet under

12/28/16

renewed in spirit
miracle of hekate
my lady my muse

12/27/16

clocks marking my days
stop that infernal ticking
in the nick of time

12/26/16

winding down the days
saluting the winds of change
grant me the courage

12/25/16 - Christmas Day

winter holidays
family friends food and gifts
hearts celebrations

12/24/16 - Christmas Eve

tis the holidays
find myself missing you
sharing between worlds

12/23/16

pure gut wrenching fear
living in a state of dread
terror in my soul

12/22/16

as i have known fear
tis then all over again
must gird up my loins

12/21/16 - Winter Solstice

day from heaven spent
the solstice reoccuring
i bow to the gods

12/20/16

what is this feeling
first date kiss new beginning
anticipation

12/19/16

pray tell me the truth
my enlightenment awaits
am i not worthy

12/18/16

where are the answers
too old to know so little
enlightenment please 

12/17/16 - Saturnalia

ever so slowly
lady lunas leaving me
pray come back come back

12/16/16

to live or exist
ive been making excuses
that is the question

12/15/16

bidding you adieu
lunar goddess super moon
miss you already

12/14/16 - Third Super Moon

anticipation
heart and soul runneth over
women friends amen

12/13/16 - Saint Lucy's Day

people never change
resolutions gone awry
will i ever learn

12/12/16 - Virgen de Guadalupe

day spent with waters
magicks of the east and west
goddesses and saints

12/11/16

dank dark dreary nights
lunar lady at half mast
i can breathe again

12/10/16

nervous nellie me
alas i am not myself
be patient i pray

12/09/26

sleeping by moonlight
my soul now in deep repair
hope for the morrow

12/08/16

sleepless nights again
what lessons are to be learned
the universe speaks

12/07/16

cold snowy beauty
a contradiction in terms
robert frost ahoy

12/06/16 - Epiphany

lessons to be learned
an epiphany now please
desperately need

12/05/16

cold dark sleepless nights
recipe for disaster
facing off my fears

12/04/16

different choices
now questioning my efforts
a new way of life

12/03/16

weary unto death
and night is dark with demons
i pray let me be

12/02/16

sweet lunar mother
cast aside this darkest hour
ere i die too soon

12/01/16

dark side of the moon
dark nights thoughts schemes and designs
dark darker darkest

11/30/16

your praises i sing
you comfort console and heal
lady hekate

11/29/16

from the depths of hell
i rise to drown yet again
the street where i live

11/28/16

dark side of the moon
majestic mysterious
lets share a secret

11/27/16

tg and x-mas
promises made and broken
the parentheses

11/26/16

family and friends
holidays and memories
heart overflowing

11/25/16

now raise your glasses
tg under scrutiny
complaints never meant

11/24/16

thankful gratitude
'tis thinking of you i am
family and friends

11/23/16

longing to give back
extending promised comfort
other end of stick

11/22/16

friends family foe
looking for ever after
does hope never die

11/21/16

he said sweet sorrow
a contradiction in terms
naught sweet about it

11/20/16

come back me lady
have i to abide so long
'tis weeks and weeks wait

11/19/16

we mere immortals
pondering the universe
insignificant

11/18/16

don't leave me lady
your face already fading
tis not to be borne

11/17/16 - Saturnalia

gold yellow white orb
magickal goddess alive
i am overwhelmed

11/16/17

lunar lady reigns
may her constancy be mine
night and day and night

11/15/16

majestic lady
shine on dark night of my soul
pray bestow answers

11/14/16 - Second Super Moon

belleza lunar
estupefacta quedo
ante su poder

11/13/16

reflections on pain
oh the sorrow of knowledge
the eternal why

11/12/16

facing my own dark
oh the demands of the gods
imperious task

11/11/16

rest for the wicked
tomorrow no promises
please turn back the clock

11/10/16

am i still alive
just checking life so surreal
was it all a dream

11/09/16

news most horrific
cannot seem to stop weeping
end of the world now

11/08/16

saga ends tonight
holding breath crossing fingers
anticipation

11/07/16

a sense of despair
the world is darker than dark
lighting candles now

11/06/16

awaiting the dark
it's arrival brings no light
tired already

11/05/16

waiting for today
tomorrows another day
that would be today

11/04/16

two steps up one down
now entertaining self doubt
not enough problems

11/03/16

cabin magick mine
serenity conquers all
hope for life and limb

11/02/16

missing mexico
death holidays most bizarre
celebrations rare

11/01/16

octobers promise
insights gone intentions rent
hello november

10/31/16

sir specter awaits
slowly pacing side to side
who what will he take

10/30/16

a month of sundays
october of octobers
month of days and nights

10/29/16

in the waiting room
what will doctor world dispense
awaiting sentence

10/28/16

friendship proves its worth
must rise to the occasion
how to correspond

10/27/16

for my sins man up
courage to stand up for right
who i want to be

10/26/16

anxious worry fret
peace be still said the father
the street where i live

10/25/16

joy in the morning
difficult hours by day
nightmares prevailing

10/24/16

turn about fair play
a friend in need friend indeed
paying it backward

10/23/16

favorite season
days and nights of glory born
a time in between

10/22/16

friendships old and new
sweethearts joined in love and time
hope for womankind

10/21/16

evening standing still
of motherhood in wonder
creatrix am i

10/20/16

picked at poked and probed
p-ing all over myself
drop the consonant

10/19/16

a new day dawning
over and over again
pray make this one count

10/18/16

did not expect life
heres me loving surprises
unbelievable

10/17/16

tis full hunters moon
lady luna look on me
pray bless me this year

10/16/16 - First Super Moon

in loving my friends
fear of inadequacy
long to be enough

10/15/16

good day yesterday
up and down and all around
now flat on my back

10/14/16

of pebble stone rock
tis boulder i wish to be
to stand with mountains

10/13/16

anticipation
fine wine decadent cuisine
friendship most lovely

10/12/16

this business called life
its twists and turns conundrums
whats it all about

10/11/16

pray give me the strength
to grow to become myself
my better best self

10/10/16

cold inside and out
my heart is turning to stone
protective measures

10/09/16

beauty and the beast
beauty three beast one witch wins
mighty witch brought low

10/08/16

hope for the morrow
silence inner enemy
what about today

10/07/16

of said birds and bees
many lessons to be learned
hope for the future

10/06/16

saying yes to life
per se the usual answer
harder than you think

the corner market
street stands stores and catalogues
no courage for sale

10/05/16

through nooks and crannies
finding naught nothing nada
searching not enough

10/04/16

demons enemies
live to fight another day
fighting me myself

10/03/16

melancolía
sad sorrowful tears heartbreak
the street where i live

10/02/16

seeking redemption
cataloging transgressions
a night of despair

10/01/16

seeking perfection
again my sins revealed
save me from myself

09/30/16

the mortal in me
questions this world of sorrow
longing for divine

09/29/16

dear lord ganesha
new beginnings god of hope
pray give me courage

09/28/16

the romance of wine
delicious oblivion
lying to myself

09/27/16

yet another day
existing versus living
im loath to exist

09/26/16

the burden of truth
knowledge of good and evil
i want to be blond

09/25/16

the loss of a friend
political persuasions
a high price indeed

09/24/16

so many voices
pushing pulling my heart strings
the children within

09/23/16

my life eternal
the struggles of yesteryear
rest for today please

09/22/19

remembering now
the lessons of yesteryear
accept or reject

09/21/16

moment in between
a parenthesis in time
autumn equinox

09/20/16

rein in the feelings
concentrate on intellect
yesteryears advice

09/19/16

feelings raining down
flood conditions encroaching
pray repair the dam

09/18/16

tears course down her cheeks
boundless sorrow hidden depths
streams rivers oceans

09/17/16

equal equinox
day and night equality
where is my own e

09/16/16

on full harvest moon
journeys end new beginnings
bon voyage my friend

09/15/16

in every morning
a dawning new beginning
yet another chance

09/14/16

the sun still rises
the patriarch has spoken
may it set on me

09/13/16

a good idea
instant gratification
not for the long haul

09/12/16

sharing with my friend
holding her up in prayer
this pain in her heart

07/11/16

in pondering death
is it a new beginning
or is it the end

09/10/16

the unexpected
much sorrow shared among friends
hard to understand

09/09/16

books doc journal thoughts
will wholeness never arrive
despair in waiting

09/08/16

tingly all over
the curse of new beginnings
frightened unto death

09/07/16

dark ages ahoy
exorcism required
nightmares gone awry

09/06/16

solo time over
a gift from the universe
how to survive now

09/05/16

exist and subsist
not all its cracked up to be
life and living please

09/04/16

alone time needed
emotions teeter totter
solo saving grace

09/03/16

rain rain go away
somewhere over the rainbow
fire ban lifted

09/02/16

courage for the day
hope for a new beginning
love to have to give

09/01/16

happy be happy
says everyone everything
how hard can it be

08/31/16

down memory lane
not the safest place to go
still making the trip

08/30/16

partial truths some lies
why now today of all days
lying to myself

08/29/16

'tis monday monday
it just makes me feel that way
chin up old woman

08/28/16

call me exhausted
a day of peace much needed
rest for the wicked

08/27/16

a blustery day
bouts of mayhem and fury
reminds me of life

08/26/16

who shall i become
the old me rearing its head
great controversy

08/25/16

long night scary place
don't like to be in dreamville
the street where i live

08/24/16

speaking my sorrow
therapist in fixing mode
took my medicine

08/23/16

friends hugging embrace
wrapping souls in acceptance
conversation love

08/22/16

messed up together
does it really matter now
so working on it

08/21/16

ghosts of christmas past
locked behind the closet door
its all about me

08/20/16

everyones saying
now theres a new girl in town
pray let it be me

08/19/16

awakening joy
is it only a feeling
not to be trusted

08/18/16

am feeling my years
the travails tears and sorrows
the age of the crone

08/17/16

black shadow dark side
praying for the break of day
dark nights of the soul

08/16/16

throwing the rattles
dreary prognosis indeed
my inner shaman

08/15/16

angels among us
a promise of protection
may i have one please

08/14/16

eat sleep dream dying
not a good party favor
fantasizing death

08/13/16

joy in the morning
invoke the power of joy
joy is the answer

08/12/16

its me again lord
fucking up as usual
pray give me a hand

08/11/16

remembering joy
a friend brought it to my door
a crack in the dark

08/10/16

to feel good once more
how much lord of creation
good or not at all

08/09/16

old self peeking through
more determined to make good
i promise promise

08/08/16

i'm getting nervous
three days running at happy
joy in the morning

08/07/16

'tis the simple things
celebrated in a day
i had misplaced joy

08/06/16

joy in the morning
i didn't recognize it
taking me by storm

08/05/16

lady hekate
so missed you at the crossroads
the street where i live

yes i was strident
i am angry frightened sad
well spring of sorrow

on my knees to you
pray a few nights of relief
courage to go on

08/04/16

lady hear me scream
its dark nights of the soul here
you me crossroads now

08/03/16

sleepless restless nights
or dreaming of dark sorrows
a choice to be made

08/02/16

sleepless nights again
can't seem to turn off the switch
my faulty wiring

08/01/16

celebrating grain
in the dance of ancestors
our own wise woman

07/31/16

celebrating grain
so bound by years of friendship
bread the staff of life

07/30/16

dark nights of the soul
im my own worst enemy
will i ever learn

07/29/16

to dream or not dream
of nightmares and dreams i sing
oh please a night off

07/28/16

angst of the ages
a burden on my shoulders
time to say goodbye

07/27/16

dreams of life and death
is it warning prevention
mayhem at its best

07/26/16

opening the door
revisiting my demons
pray not a mistake

07/25/16

many mixed feelings
remembering family
will memory sustain

07/24/16

see you all next year
the sweet glow of after-fray
adios au revoir

07/23/16

oh brother of mine
i so wish you sweet slumber
you are sorely missed

07/22/16

the countdown begins
family celebrations
births and deaths ahoy

07/21/16

a gnashing of teeth
the torture chamber awaits
no rest for wickeds

07/20/16

ganesh has promised
the god of new beginnings
one for me i pray

07/19/16

outrage versus fear
are they actually the same
the dance of anger

07/18/16

my soul at death's door
longing for absolution
the allure of peace

07/17/16

obsessing again
must put these years behind me
dark nights of the soul

07/16/16

rain rain come again
wash away my many sins
real or perceived

07/15/16

am trying so hard
cannot seem to get it right
sensing a theme here

07/14/16

a life of regrets
laced with joyous occasions
makes memories fine

07/13/16

facing my darkness
a treacherous feat most foul
pray courage for me

07/12/16

underlying pain
behind closed emotive doors
suicidal thoughts

07/11/16

fire warm fire
element of elements
gift blessing or curse

07/10/16

cranky sore tired

miss family already

a real bed awaits

07/09/16

back aches talks sublime

how old did i say i was

once a year only

07/08/16

hikes walks rides and rest
tired thinking about it
want to go again

07/07/16

eat drink be merry
anticipation rewards
enjoy family

07/06/16

fun can be purchased
and good times paid for as well
but aren't best things free

07/05/16

my flashbacks be gone
recollections of sorrow
memories of you

07/04/16

i am who i am
but thats never sufficient
i so want to grow

07/03/16

pondering freedom
often comes in short supply
must be created

07/02/16

the rain coming down
blessed saturday morning
and no need to move

07/01/16

ever so tired
need to sleep a hundred years
sleeping beauty me

06/30/16

ive the lows today
positive or negative
must make an effort

06/29/16

friend teacher wife mom
mother daughter sister cook
my soul is tired

06/28/16

doors to life and death
am i truly free to choose
one open one closed

06/27/16

when sorrow finds me
where seek the joy i long for
within or without

06/26/16

why so sad lady
witness joy you cannot have
be ye satisfied

06/25/16

i'm wandering towards
santa fe of holy faith
mine is lost and found

06/24/16

cabin herbs await
stinging nettle mint and chives
chartreuse on its way

06/23/16

my time after time
yet another day away
night and miss again

06/22/16

so rich in friendship
experiences gathered
such are our sisters

06/21/16

strawberries and cream
a night of wondrous slumber
a boon if you will

06/20/16

moon monday monday
full strawberry moon today
strawberry on top

06/19/16

sometimes i forget
the sun shines again today
im thinking of you

06/18/16

the anxiety
moving from no bounds to bonds
pray let me be free

06/17/16

choices to be made
flux twixt nirvana and hell
tween joy and despair

06/16/16

life must be a choice
all i needs my dancing shoes
joy in the morning

06/15/16

circling 'round my brain
a herd of mares of the night
enemies of yore

06/14/16

they are watching me
the monsters in my closet
i tremble i weep

06/13/16

where lies my courage
life not for the fainthearted
pray for will to live

06/12/16

too embarrassing
too linda dale for words
how to tone me down

06/11/16

amazing lasos
the family ties that bind
makes my heart strings sing

06/10/16

dreamscapes nocturnal
ever reflect foreign lands
of vast bleak sorrow

06/09/16

shakespeare has told us
parting is such sweet sorrow
such pain in my heart

06/08/16

anxious and nervous
why all the apprehension
i don't understand

06/07/16

making the effort
do timeouts solve anything
a stab in the dark

06/06/16

fixing me right up
family therapist friends
a long row to hoe

06/05/16

my soul pleads its case
galloping mares of the night
pray give me rest

06/04/16

to sleep and to dream
morpheus and me we're tight
pray no nightmares please

06/03/16

oh where to begin
too much me too little me
reinventing hurts

06/02/16

courage at midnight
almost non existent fear
portal of the brave

06/01/16

of friendship renewed
sharing secrets and stories
our praises i sing

05/31/16

calls news and missives
family sorrow and joy
love and tears for all

05/30/16

hoy recordamos
a nuestros muy amados
quienes quisimos

05/29/16

circle of women
tears and joy loneliness shared
of friendship we sing

05/28/16

thinking obsessing
terror creeping round my brain
dark nights of the soul

05/27/16

safety shekels home
so much to be thankful for
why do i forget

05/26/16

the true gifts in life
daughters sons friends mother earth
for these i thank you

05/25/16

where are my thank yous
lost in my complaints and woes
pray i do better

05/24/16

sleep slumber dreaming
in the arms of morpheus
rest at long long last

05/23/16

lunar lady shine on me
your gift of night bright beauty
i am feeling blest

05/22/16

give me more than this
more food more fun more sorrow
it's never enough

05/21/16

snowing yesterday
sun streaming through this moring
weather so mercurial

05/20/16

sunshine on my face
blue skies and my blues in sync
weather on my mind

05/19/16

at last the clouds part
the rays of sun peeking through
sorrow takes a break

05/18/16

my dreams gone awry
hopes bashed faith betrayed all gone
settling for less

05/17/16

all lost in the mists

'tis the oppression of fog

the gloom of my soul

05/16/16

cloudy or foggy
fog of body mind and soul
treachery of fog

05/15/16

half an idea
in the romance of midnight
certain kind of fun

05/14/16

on stretching my soul
from bursts of epiphanies
oh the growing pains

05/13/16

i thirst for rest sleep
a parenthesis in time
a gift not given

05/12/16

sunshine bright and light
chasing clouds and dark away
easing sorrow

05/11/16

anticipation
a sharing of grace and joy
unforgettable

05/10/16

the pain in adios
friends saying goodbye so long
'til we meet again

05/09/16

mole tamales
missing family food and chat
a la picosa

05/08/16

shared hours of prep
of mole chat and mothers
my soul is sated

05/07/16

ancho guajillo
chiles spices seeds and herbs
the scent of mole

05/06/16

celebration spree
of today and days gone by
true kaleidoscope

05/05/16

thinking obsessing
the price of enightenment
sweet insomnia

05/04/16

now by light of day
'tis 'fraid of the dark i am
i see things clearly

05/03/16

of demons we speak
to embrace or to let go
my sister and me

05/02/16

a circle of friends
in the midnight of my life
brings light to my dark

05/01/16 - Beltane

a circle of friends
sharing laughter secrets gifts
the dance of beltane

04/30/16 - Beltane Eve

to embrace or not
my own self fecundity
body soul and  mind

04/29/16

winter night and day
ungracious guest outstaying
winter in my soul

04/28/16

fear hides 'round the bend
'tis the sad dark winter grief
waiting just waiting

04/27/16

mourning or mornings
i much prefer the latter
'tis truly my choice

04/26/16

looking searching found
small packages of courage
almost anywhere

04/25/16

holding sleep at bay
solves real or imagined
no problem tonight

04/24/16

pray no dream of thee
jeanie with the light brown hair
a reprieve i beg

04/23/16

pray no more no more
what have i done to deserve
punishment by night

04/22/16

nightmares plaguing me
tis punishment or lesson
what a price to pay

04/21/16

nightmares abounding
walking my path in spite of
why the punishment

04/20/16

an island of hope
in this ocean of turmoil
real or imagined

04/19/16

snowed in snuggled in
melt increasing wanderlust
human condition

04/18/16

large small long short his
of the penises i speak
terrible price paid

04/17/16

its snowing snowing
he went to bed bumped his head
old man is snoring

04/16/16

grateful am i too
for the cozy warmth of home
whilst it rains and snows

04/15/16

a gift of friday
the fac invasion
boozy friends appear

04/14/16

struggling with hidden
the cost of enlightenment
me n my shadow

04/13/16

of the gods i beg
sorrow and tribulation
be not daily fare

04/12/16

uncontrolled chaos
rollercoaster ride of life
where's the glee in that

04/11/16

is it two or three
three steps forward two steps back
the dance of healing

04/10/16

the gift of sunrise
immense healer of all ills
tribute of the gods

04/09/16

a new day dawning
night after night after night
why do i forget

04/08/16

on mission perfect
meltdown in the sahara
so not happening

04/07/16

gathering this night
sisters united in rite
new moon super moon

04/06/16

the sands of my time
slip slowly through the hour glass
pray turn it over

04/05/16

wholeness illusion
longing move to healthy street
job app rejected

04/04/16

rain comes falling down
cleansing windows in my soul
pray let in the light

04/03/16

it begins with life
this dance of death and dying
which door to open

04/02/16

requested by me
trudge walk run dancing my path
demands of the gods

04/01/16

of fools of april
and if fishes were wishes
make me one i pray

03/31/16

no waiting in line
at dream station of my choice
avoiding nightmares

03/30/16

adventure supreme
the journey into myself
a scary unknown

03/29/16

forward looking now
revisionist attitude
the new improved me

03/28/16

experiencing
learning all over again
my life in gerunds

03/27/16 . . . new beginnings

must must remember
who's the keeper of the keys
locking now the door

03/26/16 . . . closing the door

caught in the judgement
'twixt mother and her daughter
no approval none

03/25/16

mother to her niche
few words regretful goodbye
pray now close the door

03/24/16

safe in precious hands
travails melting like snow
our hearts beat as one

03/23/16

the sky is falling
snow said the little red hen
covering my dark

03/22/16

my kind of crazy
life in the o c d lane
the street where i live

03/21/21 - Spring Equinox

the bonds of friendship
sisters healing in circle
incomparable

03/20/16

ghosts of issues past
night and day and yet again
circling 'round my brain

03/19/16

waves of emotion
drowning in the waters vast
lapping at my feet

03/18/16

guards warden warden
prison walls of my making
open wide the gates

3/17/16

'midst the darkest nights
a single piercing moment
the light shines brighter

03/16/16

wolves in my dark woods
the personal angst of fear
howling at my soul

03/15/16

life too difficult
sail away on my dreamboat
pray never awake

03/14/16

of blonds and mavens
wishing i were one or both
where's aladdin's lamp

03/13/16

in my reflections
friendship makes the difference
in sorrow and pain

03/12/16

climbing my mountains
for strength and courage i pray
my peaks and valleys

03/11/16

is it a haunting
i hear her screaming her pain
she calls his name thrice

03/10/16

i'm coming coming
your ghost a haunting of sorts
pray do not groan so

03/09/16 - New Moon Super Moon

walking the night sky
our most regal lady moon
pray look down on me

03/08/16 - New Moon Solar Eclipse

dear lunar lady
under light of special moons
may my wish come true

03/07/16

the old sages say
what goes around comes around
coming around time

03/06/16

diagnosis in
slowly going crazy
maybe not so slow

03/05/16

of time flying by
its destination unknown
never reappears

03/04/15

nightmares abounding
restless nights and breaking head
no rest for wickeds

03/03/16

born again ld
a pagan notwithstanding
baptism by pain

03/02/16

new days in the wings
wafting scent of time passing
healing at its best

03/01/16

all sense of self gone
left with empty shell of me
must fix grow become

02/29/16

life non-existent
time traveled between leap years
certain twilight zone

02/28/16

my mares well traveled
in chimeras and day dreams
praying for real

02/27/16

dancing in the wind
branches swinging back and forth
wishes coming true

02/26/16

life at any price
take what you want say the gods
you'll pay for it

02/25/16

soñar despierta
time and space beyond my world
a different magick

02/24/16

oh magick portal
beyond sadness shame sorrow
transport me hither

02/23/16

maypole round and round
blessed be the tie that binds
umbilical cord

02/22/16

it's monday monday
thinking about what matters
friends and family

02/21/16

the seasons of time
summer spring winter and fall
my life in haiku

02/20/16

down memory lane
the dance of adolescence
child or child within

02/19/16

up down all around
the abcs of feelings
tired of this dance

02/18/16

nights on whim of dream
bespeak my soul's darkest hours
pray the sun comes soon

02/17/16

of naughty or nice
oh the delicious feeling
choosing the former

02/16/16

thinking of sinning
has my heart all aflutter
and my head held high

02/15/16

friends and valentines
fraternity of the heart
appreciation

02/14/16

imbolc promises
new beginnings a clean slate
but must be embraced

02/13/18

leave the old behind
what encompasses the new
ever much to learn

02/12/16

release letting go
formula made in hades
guaranteed in ink

02/11/16

seduction at best
the lure of letting go
what a price to pay

02/10/16

a haunting of sorts
perhaps invented by me
scary nonetheless

02/09/16

soul in panic mode
says no rest for the wicked
aftermath of guilt

02/08/16

angst of months and years
tale of woes much repeated
drying my tears now

02/07/16

making sense of me
no picnic for all concerned
their price for my peace

02/06/16

sorrow soon finished
must not be sorrow at all
ere i grieve not long

02/05/16

the angst of sorrow
the darkness long held inside
forgive for a price

02/04/16

'tis most unnerving
vestiges of existence
make them disappear

02/03/16

whispers in my mind
leaving footprints on my soul
be silent walk on

02/02/16 - Imbolc

longing for healing
imbolc snow new beginnings
please lady brighid

02/01/16

waking searching lost
she is not here rest at last
will this never end

01/31/16

a thought most frightening
the reinvention of me
who will i become

01/30/16

a new day dawning
as yet quite unimagined
i can't see so far

01/29/16 - EVJ passed

end of an era
now unshackled untethered
why then such sorrow

01/28/16

a rest before sleep
hall pass to infinity
questioning beyond

01/27/16

please i don't speak scream
although i do scream inside
must communicate

01/26/16

fall down falling down
my own walls of jerico
miss rahab and me

01/25/16

we walk she doesn't
a path no longer traveled
a paradigm shift

01/24/16

her unanswered cries
imploring relief from god
questioning beliefs

01/23/16

of a life well lived
few regrets and lessons learned
a celebration

01/22/16

screams and cries for help
awaken no chivalry
rather beg to kill

01/21/16

an endless waiting
a world of expectation
only disappoints

01/20/16

screaming in my head
going quietly insane
not so quietly

01/19/16

a commitment made
turning to the task at hand
a commitment kept

01/18/16

boundless exhaustion
deemed price of nobel gestures
the street where i live

01/17/16

rest for the wicked
her midnight cries subsiding
do the gods forgive

01/16/16

nice does not figure
in the dark night of the soul
we are monsters all

01/15/16

pregnancy of hope
alas birthing gone awry
longings aborted

01/14/16

a new one on me
soiled pad under pillow
the future looms large

01/13/16

day of gluttony
candy ice cream popcorn  wine
might i be pregnant

01/12/16

oh lunar lady
ere my sorrows overwhelm
please shine down on me

01/11/16

oh god i need help
her words and cries in the night
open hell's floodgates

01/10/16

she screams down the night
her heartaches sorrows and angst
me as shrieking tree

01/09/16

a new moon new life
dance by the light of the moon
forgot the music

01/08/16

sleepy siesta
a slumberland eternal
oblivion please

01/07/16

an ode to slumber
gifts from the god morpheus
a salute to rest

01/06/16

the human spirit
rises to the occasion
hope springs eternal

01/05/16

offspring eternal
wine and tales out of school
restoration faith

01/04/16

archangel michael
refusing all my requests
her screams in the night

01/03/16

it is enlightening
the senseless now making sense
memory exhaustion

01/02/16

endless counting sheep
forty days and forty nights
a version of hell

01/01/16

of sleep denied me
praying for rip van winkle
i want to be him