10/31/15

pray an ode to thee
oh nights of sleep and slumber
rest eternal waits

10/30/15

i am giving up
it is simply not allowed
sleep is not for me

10/29/15

romance of creepy
witches brewing imps stewing
samhain coming soon

10/28/15

my patience grown thin
tiers of waiting tears await
never free again

10/27/15

the price of my sins
sights sounds and smells of mother
the stench of my life

10/26/15

wait waiting waited
life's just one big waiting room
the doc won't see me

10/25/15

waring in my soul
the charge of expectation
burden of duty

10/24/15

the world looks different
with full belly a night's sleep
realization

10/23/15

cold and shivering
in my roughhewn vardo
finding space to dream

10/22/15

wish the rain would stop
they say the rain is god's tears
he's crying like me

10/21/15

a soul's wandering
physical and or mental
saving a life mine

10/20/15

in this my small world
one forgets a larger sphere
shall return one day

10/19/15

it begins today
choices i see fit to make
the rest of my life

10/18/15

life as fantasy
existing reality
find myself wanting

10/17/15

going insane here
my kingdom for the sandman
have naught dom nor sand

10/16/15

her screams in the night
the reveille of control
call me to duty

10/15/15

thoughts of yesteryear
dreams of another era
tumbling 'round my brain

10/14/15

growing pains ahoy
embracing not rejecting
where's the fun in that

10/13/15

wasted existence
nostrils carry the essence
there is no escape

10/12/15

sometimes sick at heart
my unforgiving nature
inadequacy

10/11/15

promises of old
ask and it shall be given
guarantee failed

10/10/15

the vardo awaits
magick carpet properties
my ticket to ride

10/09/15

lest i forget life
so hopelessly entangled
sorrowful spirit

10/08/15

the world not changing
reminds of the old presage
change begins with me

10/07/15

'tis naught mine nor yours
to be thus so forgotten
business as usual

10/06/15

mother mom mum ma
emotional upheaval
a raging tempest

10/05/15

portals beckoning
antique doors magick gateways
i am walking through

10/04/15

despite everything
in the face of bravery
cowardice trembles

10/03/15

the door was open
thinking there were no choices
the door closed and locked

10/02/15

up down little sleep
sweetness and light i am not
called escalation

10/01/15

exploring myself
my greatest fear heretofore
plumbing depths unknown