Dec 31, 2024

12/31/2024

"Baby it's cold outside!"
13° and holding . . .

Actually, 13 is such a
magickal number . . . 
 . . . and yes, there are 
those who will understand 
that additional "k"!

Methinks, I got all mixed
up as I tended to think that
autumn was winter and we
were about to enter spring.

Poor winter, I was dissing
it completely.

Going to think about all the
good things winter brings . . .

-snow, much needed moisture
-a time of rest for the land
-a stay at home time for us
-sitting in front of the fire
-hot drinks, no alcohol needed
-visits from those crazies who
  need to get out

Here's wishing you a cozy
day. So hope you don't need
to go out.

 - - -

Baby it's cold outside!
Written by Frank Loesser
in 1944 and popularized 
in the 1949 film Neptune's
Daughter.

Dec 30, 2024

12/30/2024

What are friends for?

Obviously, for both the
good times and the bad
times! And the true friend
will remind you when you
are getting off the mark.

I received a note from my
friend this morning, telling
me to get off my suicide 
kick. She's been there, done
that and doesn't want to hear
about it anymore.

I sooooo needed to hear this.
As I suffer from SAD, seems
I go on and on about suicide
all winter. I can't even imagine
just how old that must get.

She's absolutely right. Time
to man up and live right. Tis 
the season to be jolly after all.

   I'm alive!
   I'm healthy!!
   I'm content!!!

Sooooo, get off it already . . .

I don't think Mr. SAD is going
away, but since it's a yearly do,
I need to get over myself and
enjoy the good things.

My thanks to my friend, for 
the courage to reprimand. I
needed that.

Dec 29, 2024

12/29/2024

"I've got a lot of life left in
me, but I am moving closer
and closer to the, Best used
by this Date, designation.
Zen to Zany

I'm 175 . . . okay, 75 . . .

 . . . and I guess, doing still
quite well for all of that.

I stand tall, walk straight, 
have a lengthy stride . . .
and all of that makes me 
feel good about this whole
aging process.

On the other side of all this 
entire debacle, I can't recall
what my good friend told 
me yesterday!

Have I taken my vitamins? 
Did I wash today's dishes?
Sooooo need to sweep the
kitchen, but it's too cold,
below freezing, to shake 
the rugs!

I like to think that it's not 
that I am forgetful, but that 
my brain is full and only
pays attention to the most
important!

As the new year approaches,
I'm trying to figure out how
to get rid of some of the 
mundane so more things will
fit in my brain.

Anybody have any ideas? 

Guess not! So, I may as well
open that New Year's Eve
bottle of champagne as surely
today is the 31st. 

Right?!

Dec 28, 2024

12/28/2024

We approach 2025, hopeful!

Yet, we find ourselves still
overwhelmed with grief for
the loss of loved ones; fam
and friends.

Other losses matter as well;
jobs to keep our families in 
food and a roof over, as well
as the actual loss of hearth
and home.

How can we possible remain
positive, look forward to the
new year, when so many are
not even coping?

Truly I have no answers. The
questions; too vast, too many.

One thing that occurs to me
is concentric circles. They're
everywhere. The surround us.

If every person in the entire
universe, would tend to those
within their concentric circle,
the world would be a happy
place.

Obviously, not going to be.
So many love to hate, like
their wars, and need to feel 
superior.

Methinks 'tis time to lose
the guilt, define our own
concentric circle and serve
as each best can.

For some, it will be sharing
a bit of food. Others will
write letters. Still, there are
those who will find coats
and blankets to share.

We need to stop worrying
about that which we cannot
change and do what we can
around us.

Trust me, it will indeed make
a difference!

Dec 27, 2024

12/27/2024

Had a teacher dream this 
early morn. Anyone who is 
a teacher will know exactly
what I'm talking about!

It was the last class of the
day and the last class before
vacation. Final exam time!

The kids walked in halfway
on vacation already and got 
the rest going once in front
of the test.

I couldn't remember their
names . . . sooooo not moi!
They scooted their chairs
around, huddled in groups
and played music rather 
than taking the final.

I picked up radios, phones,
until my arms were full.
Couldn't find my key to 
open the my locked cabinet.

How could all of this be?
How could it have happened?
All of my students have ever
liked me, respected me and
I've always loved them.

Having given up on the entire
mess, I took a good look 'round.

No wonder I didn't know their
names. They weren't my kids!
My own adorable students were
Mexican kids learning English.
I had no idea who these little
monsters were.

Praise whatever woke me up,
but I had a good laugh rather
than a good cry.

Sooooo love, like, adore, all 
my students from 40 years of
teaching in two countries! I
much enjoy following them
and their stories on FB. A few
have even come to visit.

Many wondrous memories
and a dream is only a dream
after all . . .

Dec 26, 2024

12/26/2024, Ode to Joyce

I got a call last night at 9:30
informing me that we had 
lost Joyce.

The comments and accolades
she received on her post would
have much pleased her.

Joyce and I taught together at
Adams City 23 years. We had
morn coffee, FACd, and shared
student concerns and stories.

We were friends out of school
as well and had good times. In
common, we both had purple
in our hair, adored our students
and loved to party. Methinks
'twould be well if I didn't tell
on us; we might need a good
spanking!

Joyce liked to come over to the
cabin for crafting and a good
catch up. Naught was ever dull
when Joyce was around.

She was also part of my spiritual
circle and for that I am thankful.
I can't believe she's gone. I want
someone to tell me it's all been
a mistake. I still have her x-mas
card up on the mantle . . .

Well loved! Well remembered!!
Well enjoyed!!! No finer epitaph
for an amazing woman, teacher,
friend . . .

Here's hoping the heavens throw
you a party at your arrival!!!

Missing you already . . .

Dec 25, 2024

12/25/2024 - Christmas Day

'Tis o' dark thirty and I 
am left wondering what 
this x-mas will bring to 
one and all.

And, even though I'm of 
the Yule ilk, rather than 
the Christmas, I have so 
many friends and family
who celebrate Christmas. 

I just know I love all of
us no matter which days
we choose to celebrate.

Today holds a bit of mystery
as we have nothing planned.
We do know one of the kids
is coming over for a while.
I'm looking forward to it!

'Twill be most interesting
to see what happens through-
out the day. I'm sooooo open
for surprises!

Merriest of all Christmas
moments for those of you 
who celebrate this wondrous
time.

Do enjoy every minute!

Dec 24, 2024

12/24/2024 - Christmas Eve

I have such fond memories
of x-mas eve w/my parents.

Somewhat impoverished,
our eves were small, but
most wondrous.

The usual unders, a new
book to read and a doll
for me. I've shared before
that I was expected to share
my old doll the following
day. And, if it wasn't as 
nice as the new one, then
I was to give the new doll.
Trust me, I took good care
of my dolls.

I so enjoyed reading my
new book! I was actually
given license to read thru
the night. Fab memory.

We'll begin readying the
cabin for the New Year
today. I find, I'm well
pleased that I'm looking
forward rather than back.

Have a delightful x-mas eve
and here's hoping you get
more than unders!

Dec 23, 2024

12/23/2024

Part 1

Sooooo strange . . .

Woke up this early morn at 
quarter to two. The sense of
foreboding was incredible.
Quite frightening actually!

Not sure where all this came
from. It might just be SAD
in action.

I ask myself yet again, how
to cope? I tend to forget all
remedies when in the midst
of a SAD attack. So, I keep
a list . . . and check it twice.
Ha!

Methinks, 'tis off to bed I go
again and see if I feel better
in the morning . . .

 - - -

Part 2

Awoke again around 9:00
this morning and indeed I
feel much better.

I may owe it to a brisk walk
out to the mail box with my
thank you notes. It's 33.3°
so when I say brisk, 'tis
exactly what I mean.

Think I'll spend a few hours
putting away Yule and setting 
up my annual altar for dear
Saint Brighid.

'Tis off to work I go . . .

 - - -

Saint Brighid of Ireland is the
patroness saint of Ireland. She
was the abbess who founded
the abbey of Kildare, as well 
as several other monasteries.
Died Feb 1 525 AD, Kildare.
Wikipedia

Dec 22, 2024

12/22/2024

'Tis morning of the day after,
alas!

This particular Yule Eve and
Yule were both phenomenal.
We were lucky enough to 
spend them with friends and
family. And, these are my two 
favest days of December!

Sooooo, where to go from
here?! How will I cope with
these upcoming days of dark
December?!

Perhaps first of all, I simply 
must remember that today, 
the light begins to return, 
just a tiny bit each day.

I so love postcards. Might be
fun for me to send as many
as I can during the upcoming
days . . . might even get an
answer to one or two.

I need to make an effort to
sit by the fire as it feeds my
soul and comforts me.

If outdoors is just too cold to
deal with, the porch for a few
moments each day should do.

I should make more of an
effort to cook. Especially 
in winter, I tend to open the 
fridge to see what falls out
rather than preparing a meal.

Bottom line, I'll be doing all 
of these and any other I can
come up with.

 Here's to growing light . . .

Dec 21, 2024

12/21/2024 - Yule

Yule has finally arrived . . . 

Methinks that little kid within
my soul has been waiting for
ages, but truly, we're only 
three weeks into December.

Yes, today is known as Yule,
but it is also called the Winter
Solstice, and 'tis the first day
of Winter.

We're gathering with family
today. So excited to see every
one. Our co-in-laws have
traveled far to be here with 
us as they do every year.

Seasonal celebrations ahoy . . . 
Yule, Christmas, Hanukkah!
Enjoy yours!!!

- - -

Yule is one of the oldest Winter
Solstice festivals in the world,
with origins among the ancient
Norse. It was later incorporated
into the Christian holiday of
Christmas. Today, Yule is
celebrated by many Pagans.
~Al Overview

Dec 20, 2024

12/20/2024 - Yule Eve

For moi, the Winter Solstice
is the most wondrous part of
winter . . . kicking it off to a
good start!

And, although I have personal
issues with winter, I simply
adore this holiday, thus starting
the celebrations on the eve.

If you're not familiar with Yule,
and/or Yule Eve, 'tis the first
day of winter. It is celebrated
similarly to Christmas Eve,
which celebrates the birth of
the Christ child.

Meeting with family, friends,
preparing special foods and
gifts, holiday decor all 'round.
This is Yule Eve.

My guy and I intend to sit
before the fire in our lessers,
and simply enjoy each other
and the eve.

Happy Yule Eve to one and
all . . . may light join us as
the days shorten . . .

 - - -

Yule Eve is the night before
the Winter Solstice, Pagan 
holiday celebrating the rebirth
of the sun and the return of the
light and warmth. The Winter
Solstice is the shortest day and
longest night of the year.
~Al Overview

Dec 19, 2024

12/19/2024

I imagine this is the time of
year that brings on pondering.
Seems my mind can barely
keep up with all the things 
I find myself thinking about.

The increase in traffic outside
my window makes me think
of hard working families. The
school bus stops for a young
lass every morning just outside
the cabin.

So, why is this so important?

'Tis the darkest time and the 
coldest of days . . . and it isn't
even winter yet.

I think about the holiday 
shoppers; their hurry, their
spending and their exhaustion.

I find myself thinking about
the people I would love to see.
Then, I look outside . . . piles
of snow and sleet everywhere. 
Ever so glad to be retired.

None of this is negative; it
simply is. I am determined to
get through these cold dark
months of SAD with the best
attitude I can conjure. Still
glad for my happy pills though.