Oct 29, 2021

10/29/2021

Días de los Muertos? Samhain? 
Halloween? Last day of October?
Me thinks 'tis, d) all of the above!

It really depends on what culture
you grew up in, doesn't it?! My
parents were devoted Christian and
didn't celebrate Halloween at all.
'Twas only the last day of October
for them.

My 20 years in Mexico certainly
gave me a vast appreciation for
the three days of celebrations for
Days of the Dead.

And, as I've been a practicing
Pantheist since I was 13, Samhain
means a great deal to me. Honoring
our ancestors matters!

My bits and pieces of wisdom
would be; recognize who you are,
what is important to you and thus,
sally forth and conquer. As long as
you lose any criticism for anyone 
else's beliefs, all should be well!

lets all celebrate
honoring our ancestors
samhain halloween 

Oct 28, 2021

10/28/2021

Magic vs. Magick

noun - the power of apparently 
influencing the course of events 
by using mysterious or supernatural 
forces.

adjective - used in magic or working 
magic; apparently having supernatural 
powers.

verb - move, change or create by, as 
if by magic

Only yesterday, I had been talking 
about magic. I was asked, "So, what's
with the different spellings?"

Magic is the term we all grew up with.
Magick is a relative new term coined
by Aleister Crowley, English occultist. 
He used this spelling to differentiate its 
use in the occult from magic shows, etc.

This is particularly helpful in reading.
You will know immediately if the 
reference is to an act of magic or if
the writer is talking about something
along the lines of the occult, magick.

Alas in speaking, one must catch the
inference in order to know differences.

kids so love magic
grownups like scary stories
with lots of magick

Oct 27, 2021

10/27/2021

"There is magic, but you have
to be the magician. You have
to make the magic happen. Real
magic is not about gaining power
over others, it's about gaining
power over yourself. Remember
that you are divine. Be patient."
TheMindsJournal

Albeit you celebrate Halloween or
Samhain, you can't help but think
about magic with the approaching
witch's hour. Actually, I've been 
thinking about little else of late. 

We've all grown up with those
magic shows especially for kids.
Maybe even as adults we've had
the opportunity to see even more
sophisticated shows. Still . . .

 . . . there are ever so many more
important kinds of magic. The time 
you fell in love, real love! That day
you were handed your precious new
born. Getting your diploma after
years of arduous work. Finding a
belief system that resonated with 
you.

And lastly, perhaps the most
important magic of all, would be
gaining mastery over self. For if
we are to love and serve others,
becoming within our own souls,
is of vast importance.

in my darkest hour
celebrating the magic
of becoming whole

Oct 26, 2021

10/26/2021

Spent time going thru my childhood
trunk today. So many little treasures; 
so many memories . . .

A steamship my daddy made me, ever
so beautiful! A cute little bunny apron,
hand made and embroidered, by my 
aunt I think. Embroidery that I had 
done as a child.

Seems to me, the trunk of memorabilia 
held those childhood gems I simply
couldn't bear to part with. Strange how
some items brought a chuckle, others
tears and some I didn't recall at all.

Sitting on the floor, flooded with  
emotions, I glanced up and instantly 
calmed by a panorama of my adult 
bits and pieces. Some gracing tables, 
others hanging on the walls, and not
to forget my altars.

Seems to me, 'tis a human kind of
thing that leads us to collecting and
hanging onto those precious finds.
They are the bank that holds and
tenders the cache of our most 
treasured memories. 

Some reach a point in which housing 
them in their mind is enough, hence
clearing out. Others simply cannot
bear to part and thus begins a kind 
of hoarding. I suppose a mid point
might preferably be sought . . .

relics of my past
my heart ever holding fast 
bits of lost and found

Oct 25, 2021

10/25/2021

I find communication such an interesting
topic of late . . .

Me thinks the telephone is the primary
mode of sharing today. I see people
checking their amazingly expensive
cell phones at every moment. Very few
people even have land lines these days.

I so remember those long, wondrous
letters of yesteryear. Time doesn't stand
still, so perhaps e-mail has somewhat
replaced them . . . and still wondrous 
to receive!

Those 20 years I lived in Mexico, we
had telegrams of all things. I know they
have existed the world over, but there
they were dead cheap, a main means of
staying in touch. Alas, long gone . . .

I love getting cards in the mail. But, 
the fun e-cards are delightful. Music
and movement, reality and cartoons.
Computerization has utterly changed
the world, hasn't it!

mail me anything
so much fun to correspond
know i will answer

Oct 24, 2021

10/24/2021

"Wherever you go, no matter the weather,
always bring your own sunshine."
~Anthony J. D'Angelo

Me thinks Colorado is making its best
effort to keep its reputation as being an
'all-weather in a day state!'

Yesterday, we awoke to 33 degrees, still
in the early 40's at noon, but later in the
p.m. we got clear up to 57 . . . hence 
being able to sit outside just a bit!

Forgive me for saying it a 100 times 'ere
this! My fave time of year would be the 
last two weeks of spring right through to 
the first two weeks of autumn. No can do
the rest. God in heaven, how am I going
to be able to make it through winter this
year?! ~!@#$%^&*()_+

So, if you vote for me as King of the
Universe, we'll be having three seasons
a year instead of four . . . my platform,
you see. And, three is a magic number
after all!

Pray let us all enjoy our last week of
October!

hard to say goodbye
a few more days to enjoy
so await next year

Oct 23, 2021

10/23/2021

October, a month of miracles . . .

Alas, we stick pretty closely to home
as I'm not allowed to drive due to
those pesky Petit Mal seizures and
age, I suppose. I am ever so grateful
to those who take the time and energy
to drive up to see us.

October particularly, has been an
amazing month of family and friends
stopping by, celebrating with us and
catching up. We've been gifted with
the most incredible surprises from
out of state, clear to far, far away!

Yesterday was wondrous in that we
got to drive up the mountain to see
old friends. Catching up after two
years of Covid estrangements is 
simply incredible! The exchange 
of stories, experiences, even loss,
is most amazing. I find myself a bit
overwhelmed!

God bless October and the gifts it 
brings! Love and courage to us all.

loving me my friends
october celebrations
beloved family

Oct 21, 2021

10/22/2021

So much fun to go out to the mailbox
this cold morn and find b-day packages!

Reminds me that no matter how old we 
are, there is still that gleeful child within. 
I could hardly wait to get back inside 
to have a look-see. 

My guy got out his pocket knife and 
opened a couple of the packages for me. 
Be a good idea for me to wrap my own
that well!

One of the packages was so fun! It had
three different surprises in it. One for
my b-day, one for Halloween, and one
for Christmas. It was if Santa himself 
dropped by to leave the packages!

Another package was very practical.
A shopping bag, and as I've expressed
an interest in giving up plastic grocery
bags, it's perfect. 

Last package had two special items
specifically for my health. Phenom!
I strongly suspect they are exactly
what the doctor ordered, as it were.

Octobers are so fun; can hardly wait
for the next one . . .

little girl within
go enjoy yourself today
every day as well

10/21/2021

What shall I do with myself today?

Few and far between are those 
days in which naught is planned. 
Imagine all the choices of things 
one could do . . .

Stay home and do nothing at all!
Take a drive up in the mountains.
Go on a shopping spree; eat out
afterwards.  Can't help but wonder
if the shopping spree would be at
SAMS and eating a slice of their
pizza afterwards! Ouch!

I think one of the attributes of
being a Libra, is that we are 
planners. We plan to the point 
that when a day becomes open,
we just don't know what to do
with ourselves!  

Me thinks I need to make a 
New Year's resolution . . .
allowing myself free days, 
free time, no plans at all. 
Not sure I'd know how to
handle that or just what to
do with myself!

I find this thought to be
rather sad . . .

what to do today
i find myself wondering
sad state of affairs

Oct 20, 2021

10/20/2021

May you . . .
Touch Dragonflies and stars
Dance with the Fairies and
Talk to the Moon
A little bit witchy~A little bit hippie

I so love a full moon in October.
It always feels like they are special,
especially just for my birth month.

Tonight is this October's full moon.
What makes it even more exciting
is my Triad is hosting a drumming.
I find myself longing, longing for
the entire experience.

I can see it now . . . the delightful
arrival of my sisters, the clinking
of champagne glasses, those 
delicious flavors of fun foods,
choosing our instruments for the
drumming . . .

Hopes and dreams re-awakening
as we honor our Lunar Lady . . .
Precious, exciting moments to
look forward to this evening. I
can hardly wait! Bring on the 
twilight.

my october moons
las lunas de octubre
mean the world to me

Oct 19, 2021

10/19/2021

"Rock-a-bye baby 
in the tree top. 
When the wind blows, 
the cradle will rock. 
And, down will come baby, 
cradle and all."
Roud Folk Song

'Tis early morn of the day after,
1:30 a.m. and I'm still awake . . .

Not quite sure if it's me not wanting
to let go of my b-day or if it's my
body reminding me who's boss?!

Perhaps, this sleeplessness has
something to do with me preferring 
to spend my time living rather than
sleeping?!

Or, I just remembered, I treated
myself to a cup of coffee as it was
my b-day . . . no wonder I can't
sleep.

So, let's see what I can start thinking
about when I go to bed tonight; why
would I want to sleep anyway . . .
and no more coffee for me!

"Hush little baby, 
don't you cry . . . "
Traditional

Oct 18, 2021

10/18/2021

There seems there's a rumor going
around that today is my birthday.
Don't you believe a word of it!

You may have heard the backstory
before, but the mere miracle of
turning 72 allows me to indulge
myself!

My parents met on Halloween.
First date at a movie theater. My
mom tells of reaching over and
touching my dad's arm and being 
somewhere 'twixt and 'tween being
wowed and frightened because
he had so much hair on his arm!

They married a year later on
Halloween. Are you starting to
see why I am ever so enamored 
with Halloween?

And you guessed it . . . I was
supposed to have been born on
Halloween the following year.

Alas, I've always tended to be 
an early bird and birth was no
exception. Damn it! Couldn't
I have just waited a couple of
weeks?! ~!@#$%^&*()_+

Do my taxes the first moment
allowed. Took early retirement.
So know that when you invite
me to your party, I'll probably
be the first one there. Just bet 
you, I'm going to go early to 
my demise!!!

i said trick or treat
what i really meant was treat
not ready for tricks

Oct 17, 2021

10/17/2021

"We are the daughters of the earth,
bleeding by the moon and basking
in the sun. It is up to us to live our
truth and help other women live
theirs with freedom and happiness."
~Clarissa Pinkola Estés

I believe I knew this once, a long 
time ago. I find myself aching to
remember and acknowledge the
wisdom herein. How could I have
allowed this truth to slip away?

Perhaps, we get so wrapped up
in our families, rearing our kids,
working for a living, that our
spirituality is somewhat on hold?!

I can't help but wonder if the
arrival of our elder years, 
remind us of those insights we
once knew and held so dear?!

This I know to be true . . . 
I yearn for enlightenment. 
I long for spiritual joy. I crave 
the knowledge that will take 
me there. I literally ache for the
peace these understandings 
must bring.

so longing to know
pray teach me what i must learn
ere i die too soon