12/13/2025

"Winter teaches us that

not everything in life is

about growth. Sometimes

we need to embrace the

quiet moments of rest."

~Morgan Harper Nichols

I am making a serious

effort to read what I can

find about winter. I'm

trying to understand its

importance as one of the

four seasons. 

Coming to the conclusion

that I have to find a way

to deal with winter even

with SAD that it brings

to my table.

I swear I'm going to check

the attitude and strive to

understand.

Heaven help me . . .

"She let herself rest, knowing

rest is its own form of rising."

~The Queen Code

Blessed be . . .

12/12/2025

"You will get there.

Until then, be here.

This moment matters."

~ Goddess Love

I know I tend to live in

the past and the future.

Heaven forbid I should

spend some time in the

present!

I so get that living in 

the present is important.

Can't help but wonder

why I tend to bypass it

on a regular basis.

Maybe it's the new year

coming up that has me

thinking about these 

things. Have to choose

my new resolutions after

all.

Take a clue woman! The

now is all we really have!

Are you listening, ld?

12/11/2025

There are days in

dealing with SAD,

Seasonal Affective

Disorder, in which I

just want to stay abed

or preferably die!

Just when I think I can

no longer carry on, a

friend stops by. Maybe

an unexpected package

comes in the mail or a

short trip to pizza occurs.

It doesn't matter the

actual incentive, but I

find myself ever so

grateful for those odd

nudges from Mother

Earth that push me to 

carry on.

"Lord willing and the 

Devil doesn't intervene" 

as my friend David used 

to say, I'll make it through 

one more winter . . .

 . . . and I see it's still ten

days before the season

even begins!

Yikes!

12/10/2025

Pondering ahoy . . .

 . . . gift of a sleepless

night!

I recall as a wee child

thinking this shiny, 

somewhat escued 

figure a seat high in 

the clouds, watching 

over us, was this God 

the adults were often 

talking about!

I also remember the

nightly. now I lay me 

down to sleep ritual.

As an elder woman, 

I get that everyone

and each religion has 

their own personal

vision and/or version

of God. Perhaps, 'tis

possible the church

makes an effort to 

give us a picture.

In my dotage, I have

given up imaginings

of who, what, where

God just might be.

For now, I hold the

deity in my heart with

no need to color in the

details of my possible

imginations.

Blessed be . . .

12/09/2025

Vaya . . .

Últimamente, he estado

recordando, extrañando

a mi bello México y 

mis amadas amistades.

Creo que Diosito me 

dio bellos sueños anoche 

por lo mismo.

Soñé primeramente a 

mis hijos jugando en la 

casa en Monterrey. Mi 

hijo ha de haber tenido 

tres años y mi nenita 

estaba en su andador. 

Bellos los dos!

Me desperté por un rato,

pero al volver a dormir, 

me encontré en Monte-

morelos. Estaba en la 

casa de Doña Cristina 

y su esposo Don Pepe. 

Cuando menos, abrasé 

a Doña Cristina antes de

despertarme de nuevo.

En mi tercer sueño, mi

comadre Francis estaba

visitándome aquí en 

EEUU. Cómo quisiera

que esto hubiese sido

realidad. La extraño 

tanto.

Me desperté llorando. 

Mis sentimientos 

derramándome con 

memorias inolvidables.

Lentamente, me estoy 

calmando, pero los

recuerdos de mis sueños

quedan.

Ojalá pudiera abrazar

una vez más a mis queridos.

12/08/2025

Vocab ahoy . . .

Been pondering this 

whole vocab thing.

I read a book last night 

that used the terms . . .

black magick and white 

magick. Fun book, by 

the way.

Got me to thinking . . . 

rather wish the author 

would have used the 

terms dark and light 

rather than black and 

white.

May just be me, but I 

tend to think black and 

white are associated 

with people. I for one 

tend to think black is

beautiful.

I have black friends I 

love with all my heart! 

I wear naught but black. 

So enjoy black foods; 

black beans, huitlacoche, 

black tacos and chips.

Bears repeating . . . 

Black is beautiful!

12/07/2025

Live in each season 

   as it passes;

breathe the air,

drink the drink,

taste the fruit,

and resign yourself

to the influence of 

   the earth.

~Henry David Thoreau

Fab advice from a fab

poet!

I would do well to listen

up. And, there are things

I enjoy about winter. The

days seem quieter, though

that may be an illusion.

The snow is beautiful 'til

marred. I love the Yule

and x-mas cards coming

in.

Making an effott here to

readjust my feelings re

winter . . .

"Lord willing and the Devil

doesn't intervene." as my

childhood friend used to 

say . . .

12/06/2025

We're enduring a . . .

. . . veritable heat wave 

here in Kingdom Come.

Up to 38° presently. Go

figure, twas only 4° two

days ago.

Methinks I see a sun

bathing coming up . . .

12/05/2025

After our 4° yesterday,

18° feels rather like a

heat waver!

Let's see, go on a spree

of some kind? Visit the

neighbors? Take in a

movie?

Nah, methinks sitting 

by the fire with a hot

drink sounds better.

But, I'm oh so warm

and cozy right here in

my bed . . .

Might just need to have

my mom come and

roust me out and put 

me to doing my chores!

Yikes!

12/04/2025

Alas, 'tis four degrees,

6" to 8" of snow. Cars 

a slip and slide outside.

I'm feeling scared; not

sure why. Winter isn't

supposed to start 'til 

the 21st. 

Yikes!

My guy wakes up,

sees how upset I feel

with this god-awful

weather. He informs

me . . . "What you

need is some . . .

. . . champagne."

I'm keeping him, 

make no mistake!

Who ever had

champagne at o'

dark thirty?!

12/03/2025

Methinks our 1st snow

of about an inch and the

second, couple of inches

don't even count!

Here in Evergreen we

got 6" - 8" depending on

location. It's scary out

there! We can see the

cars slipping and sliding

as they go by.

Now, back to my book . . .

12/02/2025

Yule cards, anyone?!

I printed out my little

message on the wrong

paper, alas! 'Twas either

laugh or cry so I laughed.

I like making the Yule 

post cards, just sending

a little message to those

I love. But, this wrong

paper . . . what a mess!

Methinks those who

love me will forgive me.

Can't do much at 175 to

help out Mother Earth,

but I make a real attempt

to recycle. And no, it's so

NOT about saving money.

Merriest of all Decembers.

And, good luck w/your

own Yule cards . . .

12/01/2025

"Lean into the slow days.

They're where your mind

softens and your heart

catches up." ~WWS

This so expresses how 

I feel about retirement.

Retirement has allowed 

me to finally slow down

and smell the roses, as

it were.

Looking back, methinks

we make a serious mistake

in racing through the days

we are given. I wish I had

taken more time, really

looked, really seen.

Now that I think about it,

the term rat race comes to

mind. An 'F' word perhaps?!

Can't help but wonder . . .

What was gained by running

rather than dancing?!